Alright so my ex-wife and I split up in 2004. It was a nasty divorce and we still fight over issues related to our kids all the time. Needless to say I despise her and have a hell of a lot of resentment and anger towards her. The thing is, when our marriage was good the sex was incredible and plentiful. We would screw like uninhibited bunnies. I also still have about 30 pics of her I took giving me head, posing, the usual amateur porn shots couples take. Occasionally, as much animosity as I still have towards her I find myself jerking off to them. After I cum though I get this "Ewww, what the he'll are you doing" feeling and get grossed out with myself. It's like how can you hate someone's guts and still beat off to their x-rated pics?