Ok, so I've been debating with myself recently about whether to purchase a dildo or not.
As a straight male, I've never really been inclined to own or use one in the past, and I should note that the idea (or even fantasy) of having sex with men is one I find repellant. But, over the past couple of years or so, I've gotten really into watching deepthroat and, more recently, shemale porn. And during that time, I've developed a certain curiosity as to what it would feel like to suck a cock and feel one in my ass. As aforementioned, I have no desire to seek out either real men or transsexuals, yet still the curiosity remains and while I've appropriated other items as substitutes, such as bananas, they don't quite get the job done.
So, I was wondering: is there any straight males on the forum who own a dildo or who've used on in the past, despite their orientation. I understand that sexuality can't be so easily labeled and that there are huge grey areas when it comes to human sexuality, but I thought I'd ask anyways.
As of this posting, I've only got two concerns keeping me from purchasing one:
1) Is this a natural and honest curiosity, or one created and developed through the observation of internet pornography and
2) If I do get one, will I tire of it once the curiosity is quenched and therefore have not only wasted money, but also put myself in a predicament for owning one?
I would appreciate any thoughts that flyers, male or female, might have on the issue.